I don't know why I choose this day and this time to blog about it, but since I don't have anybody to talk to right now or no one even bother to listen so i'll just express everything here, and by expressing in words is what I suck at..haha . But either ways it'll probably make me feel good inside even tho its just a little.
To begin with, i'm not like some other girl who was born smart, pretty, tall, easy to get along with friends just to name a few, and so to be honest with you, I'm not one of those talkative type of person , I'd always looked down on myself, and was never once proud of me. I know some of you may think that i'm a snob, some say i'm a bitch and many other worse name that I wouldn't want to type it here because it'll just make my post dirty, and it sucks that all this ugly names came from someone who didn't even know me well, they probably heard it from somewhere else but seriously? Are you guys going to buy that cheap rumors told by someone else? If you want to know the truth, pleasex3 come and ask me, just ask me and i'll tell its not like I will devour you or anything, don't just simply believe what people told you that i'm this lah that lah, whatever lah and all those craps you guys make because its seriously pissing me off. I mean some of the rumors I heard about myself I didn't even know anything about it, just like last time. There was this guy who actually told the whole island that I went to the clubs and drink with my friends until I got drunk and I got banged by them, wtf? Okey, so first of all I don't even go to such a place like that, I don't like crowded places, the smokes in there would trigger my asthma if I stayed there for too long, not to mention the pervert guys there who would stare at you like you're their prey, just by thinking about it give me shivers tmd... But even if I do i'll go with my family because they are the only one I can trust and how do I even end up drunk if I don't even take one sip of alcohol? Seriously? I was never really a fan of hard drinks due to my personal reason, if you don't believe me then it's not my problem.. because this is my life, i'm the author of it and I know what I do and what I didn't do. The shitty part is I was the last one to know about this, as soon as I knew it I confronted that guy which is also used to be my friend and asked him what's his problem? He said "I didn't say that, don't simply accused me blah blah blah." then I told him I'd gather all the proof and if you want to defend yourself and proof that you're innocent then lets meet up and settle this, but he chickened out, he keep giving me "alasan" until i finally grew tired of his stupid reason , and oh if you're reading this, we still have some score to settle, if YOU don't dare then don't think that i'll actually let this matter slip away and forgive you because what you did pissed me up 99, you have not only insulted me, but you even humiliate me and spoiled my image on other people eyes :)
So to whoever is reading this If you got problem with me then say it to my face because my back is not a shity voice mail, you don't go around spreading fake stories about me and assume that you'll never get caught. Please la Labuan people, this island is so small every thing you say or do it'll spread like wildfire, so if you messed with me then you better make sure you are willingly to face the consequences.
P/S: I'm not saying that i'm an Angel, holy or anything, I make mistakes too just like others.
P/S: I'm not saying that i'm an Angel, holy or anything, I make mistakes too just like others.
